new year event and my sad story.

31/12/2009 11.40p.m
i go to barroom with my friends richard and kar fai.at first i did't wish that i will saw my friends at there.but god want me 2 meet them back again.i just keep feel that boring at first.because meet someone that i not so like 2 meet de people.but when almost count down i so high till all the thing i also forget.but after finish count down, all of us going out for some fresh air.at outside i see them again.i think they will come and wish me happy new year or talk to me.but them already forget me this people appear in they life before.i think those friends now already forget me.last time i think they just is using me only.i treat them so good.just 1 call then i will go out fetch them go here and there.but now.....haiz.....don't talk about this 1. last time suddenly call me go out yum cha.but when i was there, they just chit-chatting and forget e at there sittting waiting people come and chat with me. haiz.. this friends i think i will lose them.... i think them until almost cry.... because last time we friend until i never friend with such people before.anyway i so damn sad on this thing.